♥'Thursday'♥
Ever been fucked up twice by the same guy?
I have, i was so stupid to give up a second chance!
Remember the guy i told you that likes me? (the one that had an awful past with me)
Well i just had been fucked by him again!
FUCK! (well literally)
This is what happened,
Lately, we have not been seeing each other due to our busy schedule. When we plan to meet up, it always ends up being cancelled last minute (thanks to him) because of "urgent" matters. Now i felt that this dating thing is getting out to no where. I dont even feel anything. I just felt he cares more for his friends, work, tarian and his bloody ex. In that list... where am i put at?... NO WHERE. Fuck right!? When he was having problems, i went down to his area to find him... contacted him and all ... no where to be found. It was just bloddy waste of time. I thought things would turn out better, i trusts his words that he would change for better ... but judging from all this shit... he is still the same old jerk but WORST. Arief, never have i said this but you are really a jerk - thanks so much for fucking me ... TWICE
Well thanks to him... i just feel that i should not be on any dates or see anyone. I am even forgetting about the other guy who wants to get to know me. I just want to be free and stay that way. Signing off...
